wake up call

after reading this bulletin post from dora, reality suddenly kicked in. i've been working my ass for almost 7 years now and though i have been going nowhere but up in the so-called "corporate ladder", i still feel empty. with all the ruckus at my workplace right now, i'm so frickin' LOST. i've been sooo into my comfort zone that just the thought of moving on scares me. where exactly do i go from here? the idea of leaving all of these behind stops me dead on my tracks. i have my plans for this year but the latest "events" threatens everything and my second plan suddenly seems unattainable. and i hate it when this happens to me 'cause i almost always end up doing hasty decisions.

i know i need to get a grip. i need to clear my head. but most of all, i need to disconnect myself from this place, from all of these people. so i can move on. so i can do all that i need to do.

p.s.
5.59 AM, Cebu time

i just terminated 3 agents, put another 3 on forced leave, terminated 1 team lead and put another 1 on forced leave. this is one of the saddest days of my life.

why, oh why, does my week always end like this?

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